越是回望，越是悲伤

“你是否偶尔也会想，她现在过着怎样的生活？”

“恩。”

 

 

每个人都有一段想要忘却的悲伤，忘却，又忍不住回想。

越是圆满越觉得孤单，走不走都是黑暗，回望，也是渺茫。

路太长，追不回原谅，

路太长，怎么去补偿……

 

——————————Mr. Curiosity ——————————————————

Hey Mr. Curiosity
Is it true what they've been saying about you
Are you killing me
You took care of the cat already
And for those who think it's heavy
Is it the truth
Or is it only gossip
Call it mystery or anything
Just as long as you call me
I sent the message on did you get it when I left it
See this catastrophic event
It wasn't meant to mean no harm
But to think there's nothing wrong is a problem
I'm looking for love this time
Sounding hopeful but it's making me cry
Love is a mystery
Mr. Curious...
Come back to me
Mr. waiting never patient can't you see
That I'm the same the way you left me
In a hurry to spell check me
And I'm underlined already in envy green
And then to red
And I've forgotten what you've said
Will you stop working for the dead and return
Mr. curious well I need some inspiration
It's my birthday and I cannot find no cause for celebration
The scenario is grave but I'll be braver when you save me
From this situation laden with hearsay
I'm looking for love this time
Sounding hopeful but it's making me cry
And love is a mystery
Mr. Curiosity
Be mr. please
Do come and find me
I'm looking for love this time
Sounding hopeful but it's making me cry
Trying not to ask why
Cause love is a mystery
Mr. curiosity
Be mr. please
Do come and find me
Love is blinding when your timing's never right
Oh who am I to beg for difference
Finding love in a just instant
But I don't mind
at least I tried, well I tried... 

 

 

 

 

 

从环山路上下来，已见夕阳，山脉一半被落日余晖笼罩，一半沉浸在暗影里睡去。老西洋的音乐让我想起照片上西哈努克港的傍海小酒馆，没有面孔，全是背影……

自去年底，我每日都有一个重复的动作，就是将日历上的日期划掉一日。

当痛苦有了期限，日子就有了一个熬出头的指望，每过一天，都知道自己正在离痛苦更远，熬上几个月，痛苦就不是那么让人望而生畏了。思想彻底的自由，自然也多了精力用在别处。

定不下行程，海边落日的温暖颜色一直装在心里，像海绵一样吸收着每一次的躁动和不安。

 

 

人只有在单独的时候才会显露其本色，如果他不喜欢独处他就不会喜欢自由，因为人只有在独处时才会拥有真正的自由。人在社会中一定需要克制自己，时时刻刻都需如此。

——尼采